So after 2 yrs I have come back to my blog, I think I have finally learned or accepted the changes in my life and you just have to make the best of it. Now I hope I haven't worried anyone. Nothing BAD has happened to me or my family just I think an inner battle within myself.
For example I battle with myself that I was or we as a family were affected with the whole housing bubble and for a long time I hated telling people that we didn't have our house anymore and we are living in an apartment. I guess I felt that they would think less of me! But why should I care?!!!! See there is that battle with myself! But TODAY I am OK with it! I have grown or maybe just accepted it!
Another battle is with my children. I have 3 boys, 19,15, and 9. Lets start with my baby OK I know he isn't a baby but HONESTLY all 3 are my babies OK the youngest one. X is lovable, minecraft fan and loves to play soccer!!! Oh and he is not a fan of reading and this is a big problem in the educators eyes. I was told by his teacher that she felt he had an attention issue, REALLY because he doesn't like to read!!! I as a parent of 2 other boys I know (OK I know I am not a doctor!) he is fine! But when I hear this from his teacher I feel as I am not doing enough and I am bad mom! I did get him in tutoring and they say he is good and just needs some help in comprehension. That was a relief. Now let me tell you about my oldest, he is in the Air Force and arrived at his 1st duty station last month. Wow I didn't know this was going to be so hard having him gone!!! I really thought I was going to be OK when he left but I was wrong. It has gotten easier but some days can get hard! But I always put on a happy face for the family it's not fair for the other 2 to see me sad.
Oh let's not forget the middle boy he is 15 1/2 and wants to drive!!! WTH I am not ready for this!!! Because you know what will happen next right???? He will never be home, than next thing I know he will be graduating from high school and than GONE!!!! Really whoever came up with the saying " Time Flies!" they were not joking! I guess right now I would just like things to slow down!!! But everyone around me is going a million miles!!! SLOW DOWN people!
I have a crafting battle too!!! I am to insecure to share all my completed projects! Yes there are some on this blog but it drives me nuts I worry that it isn't good enough! I know my projects are for me and my family and who cares what anyone thinks!
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Let me not care what anyone thinks and share what the Hubby and the boys got for Valentine's Day. I got these cute pails at Target and I filled with some candies, and of course a handmade card.
I found this today on instagram and had to share!!!
Till next time, Connie
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